Blubber

I usually try not to talk so negatively of myself.  However I really have nothing else to call it.  When we were at Target yesterday I went into the handicap stall. Took off my shirt and started taking pictures.  The angle of the mirror makes a half body shot possible.  I just have a small one in my bathroom and I don't want to show off my 4yr old's wall art that must be painted over. (Things that happen when daddy is in charge ugh)

Love handles that overfloweth.  Upper shelf above the waist and lower apron. Lets not leave off the side boobs. The floppy arms and the lovely double chin. I know if I completely stripped and got a shot of my back thighs there would be much orange peel bumpage. That would be what these pictures show and what I live with everyday.  I will not be posting these photos because my parents read this.  It's one thing to show your fat to anonymous people. Completely different to show it to your family members.

Thank goodness I am doing well still.  Because if not I just might have to cry at what I see and can zoom in to see on these photos. Once I have pictures that show loss I will consider posting the originals to compare to the new ones.

On a brighter note my car is ready.  When hubby gets home from school we are going to load up the boys and go get it. I expect the car to be purring like a kitten with all the attention it got the past few days.