Feeling better

It has been two weeks since my lid flew across the room.  One week ago it almost did again but hubby caught it and put it back on.  I am feeling better.

Marriage is something you have to work on.  We all know it has it's up and downs.  We have been on a bit of a down lately.  It is time to change that and bring it back up to an up.  I have just been stumbling along alone for a month or two. I expected hubby to help, but I never really asked him to.  He is clueless and didn't realize I was stumbling and needed support as not to fall.  It is hard supporting a household on what I make a     month.  My check doesn't even cover the mortgage at this time.   (It would if I was at 40 hours but I am at 36 hr a week- partially from economy and partially from his college classes so we don't need to pay for daycare for B.)  We do live paycheck to paycheck like many others of you.

We are in the process of de-cluttering our house which is a positive thing. I have been at my job six years and I don't know if I want to be there another six.  It might be time to start working on a future plan.

Today I am feeling grateful:

While I may not have lots of cash for Christmas, the bills are current.
My family is healthy and my boys are happy and everyone is fed.
I have a job to whine about.
My hubby is staying on the Deans List in school.